Indifference

I don’t think I changed.

I just find myself feeling more indifferent.

I don’t want to be a burden to myself, to her, to everyone, to whoever.

But it seems like a cycle. I can only speak so much. Yet the first irreversible step, I never dared to move forth, it creates so much tension and uncertainty.

And uncertainty is supposedly an element of faith with God, so that as you walk with Him, you can see the plans He has.

But I’m so blind.